On the fiftieth week of the year of our Lord of 2024, we in the tiny non diverse US State of New Hampshire, have gone down so far and about to enter 2025 with an expectation of turning the clock more than 50 years thanks to regressive ideas seeping through. This is what a situation where an autistic in what used to be the most progressive state solely for disabled people at least 30 years ago occurs when that state becomes fully “hopeless”. Certain personal and public-facing events in 2024 set the precedence to where we are today.
The first quarter was non-eventful, but as April began, now Governor-Elect Kelly Ayotte (no relation) had posted on social media about veterans services at Easterseals, that is supposedly a program for people with developmental disabilities. Guess that was not an April Fools Joke. Kelly was sucking the political cock later in the summer meeting with people who work with “development disabilities [sic]”, and the smelly cunt, menopausal hack won the tyrannical governors office on November 5th.
The Legitimization of Co-Dependent/Emotional Incest Parenting of Autistics
As May came, Carrie Cariello was platformed by the New Hampshire Sunday News about an ebook of her 20 year old autistic son and the “heartbreak of a thousand cuts.” The puff piece didn’t include her son in the story, because the parents need to have a space and whore the paper. As a result to hold powerful institutions accountable, I mandated my mother to not renew the subscription to the New Hampshire Union Leader in the hopes it will die off.
But the annual New Hampshire Family Support Conference, now sponsored by an area agency of possibly many Type-A Boss Bitches, who don’t like men, actually put her as the Keynote Speaker, the top speaker for everyone impacted with disabilities. She was platformed As a Fair Disclosure, I was part of the planning committee when it was sponsored by a DHHS subdivision.
This bimbo from Bedford, a Gen Xer, who just turned 50, who whores on her Instagram about “My son Jack has Autism”, who blocks opposing views, not because of neurodiversity. She’s also in couples therapy with her husband. Go figure. Regardless, the conference platformed toxic parenting, people who use their child’s disability as a front from accountability and personal responsibility, and by this point we are in August, could the dog days of September and October be any better?
Wake Me Up When September Ends – The Annual DSP Awards held on Government Property
The Direct Support Professional awards was held at the State House Lawn (or for those who are not local the capital building to the state government and legislature) in September, for no real reasons other than probably to fill up that damned 30 measurable hours in the community if you’re in a day program.
Activists Gather as October “fell back” to Summer
By October, ABLENH, the statewide self advocacy group, (I mean activist group) had their annual self advocacy conference. From what I had seen on social media it’s not different than some urban progressive activist BULLSHIT. The head of ABLENH I knew in a former life in a corrupt day program who I know is from New York originally and is a goddamned leftist punkass millennial. The dude has the aesthetic of fancy buzzwords that meaning and intent has no value whatsoever. Gotta fight “ableism”, by propping up the people in wheelchairs and step on the people who don’t “look” like they have a disability.
The following day locals in Concord were probably mistaken that it wasn’t June on the calendar as there was a “disability pride” parade. There is so much guilt by association, does anyone at ABLENH ever think of perception of others who may draw their own realities? There is nobody in the “Concord Elite” that gives a damn about messaging and how things should be brought to the masses. They need to be retrained to “see” some “PR”…lol
The “Aesthetic” of Tolerance and Inclusion
While there was no other October Surprise, there was a strong vote against so called “Woke” or “Diversity, Equity and Inclusion” better known as “DEI” when most of the US and New Hampshire went full red with the election of Kelly Ayotte and reflection of Donald Trump for President. The various activist groups continued to push “DEI” such as the IOD at the Institution at Durham. They aren’t getting it.
Did Cariello get a part on WMUR-TV’s New Hampshire Chronicle? No Dan Habib did, to promote a film he did with his physically disabled son in a niche film called The Road Ahead of course this was aired during Sweeps so not sure how many extra viewers tuned in to see themselves on the Pick-Me-ABC Affiliate.
How an Autistic Sees Systemic “Hoeplessness” – Picking And Choosing Favorable Disabilities = Overt Ableism
When an activist group claims to have at least a lower-case “d” in “democracy” in reality, they are just as “representative” in our republic state. They have made it really clear that autism is not going to be a representative disability, it’s the disabilities of yesteryear, go suck it if you don’t like it. My biggest nightmare is that autism could be possibly not be recognized as a disability in the next five years if New Hampshire ceases to be part of the US, which there is so much territorial undertones, with the rise of narcissistic hyper individualism.
The activist groups aren’t held accountable, there is no other way to hold agencies that provide services accountable anymore, leaving the hopes and prayers that I am not going to get kicked out of the system because autism is not going to be recognized not as a developmental disability at the Department of Health and Human Services, but to the likes of leftist ABLENH or the Disability Rights Center.
In less than a year, our representation, our needs, my needs, my worries, had quickly been eradicated by a hyper political system. The Facebook page to this blog had been blocked by several groups including Cariello herself. You don’t like them, you block them, you don’t file injunctions or call the police, and one was a New Hampshire Government agency (the DD Council).
2025 enters into a phase of me and people like me to have to fight beyond normal means to just to be seen, not even to be heard – the latter never happened, the former was eroded over a decade. All the few things I know about advocacy will not work, so where do I belong? The members of the General Court doesn’t give a fuck about people like me, and the various non government services agencies are becoming the problem; along with the groups of activists, co-dependent supports that have put me into non representation.
I didn’t see how the “hopeless autistic” would have a full stop ending, compared to when this iteration began 9 years ago. All those “changes’ that was threatened upon are really coming to show it’s true colors to write off the most important groups that is always under looked. It’s now doubled down via policy and regulating tolerance.
Who’s the ableists in 2025?
I end 2024 with a big stinkin “FUCK YOU” to all the goddamned political people who have chosen to single people like me out. If I did that to you, I wouldn’t never hear the end of it well into next week. But it’s perfectly legal for you to single me and my group out. I get it. But don’t you dare fucking call the cops for a “wellness check” just to cover your fucking ass.
Welcome to Hell, being a hopeless-autistic was ten years in the making, if it weren’t for Covid-19, it would’ve happened right into 2020, was just off by four years and how it was going to single me out.
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