“WE Told you so!”
a forgotten client to WCBS 880 in 2001/2002 running 60 second ad spots for what was either a window or HVAC company in the NYC area with a group of people shouting that phrase at least 3 different times in the spot. Too bad I didn’t record that off the air on the ol clear-channel stick or someone else because it’s not on YouTube – yet!
It really is an “I toollld you so” moment. I gave real-time hints in my 20s with An Alleged Autistic. I gave the world a precursor of what was going to happen. I put New Hampshire to the entire world, where foreigners don’t get the US or New Hampshire related issues; and holy shit the original title to 2020: Hopeless Autistic was really happening, I wanted to be so wrong! And but I get labeled as a narcissist who thinks he’s always right; and get gaslit for living a self-fulfilled prophecy
It really did fucking happen! And now it’s self-sustaining as white nationalists, and eugenics from Jordi Peterson to Ben Shapibbbooo, to freckin Courtney Cristine Ryan to even lefties who preach tolerance then implicitly be ableist towards invisibly disabled – Yes I am speaking To YOU “Journalist” Cosplayer, Liz Freckin Plank, “a feminist that [doesn’t] love men”! We are all fucked from all different places coming from various breaches of entry and you don’t think your somewhat functioning, or high functioning, non verbal autistic is next on the hit list?
I was told when I was trying to tell the NH DHHS about the “five-alarm fire” the person said “they don’t see it that way”… well we are now as a whole at an 11-alarm fire and yet no one is doing a damn thing!
In 2022, I basically didn’t know what I wrote in 2011 would be a hot mess of a validation that years later is been a denial of the system, society, individuals or families. I did the smart thing to backup the script files (and most of the media – that will be part of the restoration for this year.)
If I had a legacy, and even if I wanted my mother to burry my soul before I do, at least I have put everything that I know and have seen, heard and experienced to the planet with hopes someone in the US Northeast region has seen this and is impacted and perhaps the hopes of doing something – when I am still alive!
I know my biggest weakness is accepting the fact I talk very detailed to nobody and accept the reality I must be crazy. I get that, and I deal with it by continuing to publish what I see and hear.
Hobbling from Narcissistic Recovery was the Creation of An Alleged Autistic and A Puzzling View
However, I do not want to repeat 2020, An Alleged Autistic or even A Puzzling View but to focus on the underlying problem with types of treatment and outcomes that comes from the so called “system” (that is Special Education or Adult Day Services)… that problem comes from typical minded professionals, that are mostly females with strong masculinity, and a personality of a narcissist. Narcissism and special needs are a toxic mess that can destroy (an adult) child’s ability to grow.
Narcissistic teachers, narcissistic special ed directors, narcissistic direct support professionals, narcissistic management from the 2000s, 2014-2016, and 2019 to COVID had been this repetitive theme that people are quick to think I had engineered because of what “autism” is defined on repetitive thoughts, not some self-centered, malignant types of destructive personalities.
Narcissism is not talked about enough – even in the typical world. There nothing about my group. My job here is to help everyone impacted by ASD that had been knowingly abused by a narcissistic professional the ways how to cope, how to identify and how to move on. For typcials it’s hard work, for me and my group it’s twenty times more worse.
Introducing a new YouTube channel for this subject.