This was actually not in a log, but in my Daily Notes folder on my network drive.

[Untellingable] “Tried to grab”

<I don’t feel like i have the right to defend>

<read the fucking RSAs [really meant Administrative Rules, the bylaws for the day programs]>

[Aly:] Sternly “don’t swear at me” “use your words”

<I have lost my patience>

[a sidenote written within, emphasis added for the blog post] while I tried to, she does not listen and her actions are worse than any words 

Walks out to the lobby [to cool down from the event, Aly comes storming to me] “Why are you out here?”

“I am trying to get both sides of the story”

Explained that this was the third situation

[GASLIGHT] “Why are you letting one small thing bother?”

“I am trying to understand”

<You don’t listen, you just talk over>

A reoccurring theme was I was dependent on a single staff (of which I was not and every attempt to find a new one, there was a challenge, and it was direct back at me. Notes from the same day is an unnamed DSP who later became an entry level manager.

she was out the last couple weeks (school, college)
doesn’t have a set schedule
Is open to flexible scheduling [this would probably had backfired against my own interest] Likely to work [part time] in the fall
Let her know explicitly that management wanted me to be around other support staff and wanting to add hours.

It didn’t happen.