Of course my loyalists would say otherwise.

these words will probably not rot that much, like plastic, it will live on forever. It’s not that I want to live on my prophecy; or I need to be “challenged” in a far left way (my ex day program was extremely philosophical), there is underlying realities, with predictable outcomes that are beyond my control.

For instance if I were to pass today or tomorrow, who would feel the most sorriest for? Not me, but my mother, as if we are some packaged deal. I cannot name many people, but only a handful would feel sorry for me and my loss of existence. Would anyone from Ltown feel bad? They are as communal narcissists as you can get. They use me to leverage themselves, if only I knew this 5 years ago.

But I post things as if no one will read it. Again if I were to pass on tomorrow or the following day the people most concerned would be everyone around me, not me personally.

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