I really hate white collared hacks in this state. They care more about their aspirations than anyone else. Why can I say this state is narcissistic? I’d be bullshitting you!
[…] when the Merrimack Police Department came to my house on that September day, was a middle finger through proxy. It’s not the officer’s fault. It was someone who felt his career was on the line, when this plea had nothing to do with school, or his previous line of work, but he was so obsessed about his 10 year plans. […]
SEPTEMBER 5TH, 2023
In the midst of my Grandmother in the 2nd stay at the unnamed hospital where she would be dying in 2 weeks from that point unbeknownst to me, I had a rough night coming home from Manchester after my 7:00 pm therapy where I felt in a cognitive dissonance when I was told that I may had been dealing with cognitive distortions. This person turned out to be the wrong person, but at the same time the “cognitive distortions” was brought up via text to my present therapist recently.
That night emotions – lots of emotions went through my head. My grandmother was supposed to be discharged the following day.
Later I sent a text message to a former day program manager of mine, who I thought was a surface level friend, to his personal cell number that I tried to reach out in July, well before things would turn to serious to morbid. No answer whatsoever.
I wrote the following including the YT Short URL below.
Hi Louis,
I realized I’m a stranger at this point (it seems apparent)… wanted to just let you know while I’m glad we had met and worked together in the last few years I realize my worth with former management and support staff really didn’t have my interest only because I was NOT disabled-enough. I know the former program you managed had no interest with dual-diagnosis… well this is what happens when this subject is conveniently ignored… it was nice knowing you challenging me to death of how I was always wrong. I got that feeling by many folks that worked there. I really appreciate being stereotyped. I really wished I never met any of you and killed myself successfully in December 1999 but I digress.. Bye ~S
According to iMessage receipts, this individual had opened it at 5:37 the following morning.
6:45 AM, SEPTEMBER 6TH, 2023
Between 5:37 to 6:40 am, I was awaken by my mother, because just a few minutes before, she saw officers from the Merrimack Police Department coming to the door (2 officers coming from two different cruisers), she thought they were about to say my grandmother was gone, but they came from a source from one of the schools (I’ll leave it nameless for this post) It was very quick to rule out that this “friend” who worked for the Merrimack School District relayed the message to an apparent School Resource Officer (aka a Cop in a Classroom) which got distorted very quickly as you can see how I appeared on The Zoo just 2 hours after waking up. And also mentioned on The Zoo, I was initially concerned law enforcement was coming to take me away because I was too hard on Kelly Ayotte (who I have repeatedly called them a “cunt” at that time) and Kelly loves her cops and will turn NH to a lawfare state after her inauguration on Thursday.
The officers claimed the school district teacher was “concerned” concerned for their reputation if something went bad of course!
At this point, there was no-contact by this individual, clearly some boundary was built within hours. Why? The cynic inside of me knew, if anyone else knew I would go forward and succeed in self-deletion, this individual’s future would be jeopardized. That’s New Hampshire for you, people will step over you so they can get to the top and look clean as if they had no guts or blood.
FALL 2024
This man who I felt I was fucked over? He’s Louis Esposito, also that for,er mismanager of my day program, who I felt abandoned me in late 2019 to take the SAU gig for the 19-20 school year. I was not surprised to see this individual jumping from working for the Merrimack School Administrative Unit to being the Executive Director of ABLENH, a far left, progressive, anti IDD “advocacy” group masquerading as a demented Social Justice Warrior group. So my thoughts at the time, were right on, because history repeats itself. I felt it’s also freckin ironic while ABLENH is claiming to support mental health and IDD co-morbid diagnosis, that this individual really didn’t care about my own mental health as stated on the that episode of The Weekly Zoo.
Before I had identified him, I mentioned a lot this in the video last winter
Can’t trust people who aren’t originally from this state. I know Esposito is from New York originally, and the far-left tilt is really turning more families off. I hold him responsible for negligence for care, deflecting responsibility to save his a family and his ass, and when the Merrimack Police Department came to my house on that September day, was a middle finger through proxy. It’s not the officer’s fault. it was someone who felt his career was on the line, when this plea had nothing to do with school, or his previous line of work, but he was so obsessed about his 10 year plans.
Esposito deserves to be in a jail cell after that alleged negligence on 6th of September 2023 right?
Cover your ass was clearly this man’s mantra. Use “concern” vaguely as to deflect my welfare as yours. And every other person who cares more about their career than the people they are supposed to serve. And that ‘s virtually everyone who works in this field to take care of the non 87% of New Hampshire’s population. The bottom 13% (per to Granite State Independent Living on their city bus ads) are to be more responsible and accountable than the other 87%!
Gotta love this “equity” disABLE NH is propagating!
Editorial Note: I identified him in today’s post as a “Need to Know” and break any privacy, because I think the world (literally) needs to know how sinful the Granite State is in the young professional field. As you could tell, any attempt for comment would never be responded with that individual’s no-contact. Also as of 10 January, ABLENH blocked all my Instagram accounts, and they also blocked my personal Facebook profile so the only way I can see public facing content is on a couple other burner Insta accounts.