In July, I was researching in relocating to another region. This time it was Keene. Home to Keene State College, this may not be the ideal place. I also have discovered some creepy “First Amendment Auditors” on social media where I saw a video of a negative encounter with the Keene Police Department, something I am preventing to not do with what happened closer to home, with the Merrimack folks.

So what did I do for that weekend?

Well I saw a dual rainbow that wasn’t caught on camera

I spent most of the time in Downtown (nearly a 30 minute walk from my hotel room.) The people were a bit different thank say Portsmouth. The youth is extremely young, like people born after the millennia  There were hardly anyone over the age of 25 and under the age of 55. This is the New Hampshire I have to radically accept, and a man I will never be.

So did I dress like a lady? Hell yeah! Like Portsmouth, no one flinched that much. On Saturday afternoon, I threw on some heels, a semi mini skirt, cropped top, choker necklace, and got much more attention. Even a lady complemented my attire at the local Dollar Tree.

When I went back to downtown late that evening, some dudes really was hitting on me (that’s expected), I had some Hollister super low rise short short, so it barely showed much jean, but here’s the kicker: despite not looking like a lady to get a lady, it was just to feel like I could fit in. I got the body to get away with it, so why do it? if I can’t get a lady in my life and masculinity as a whole is under attack, why take this respite instead?

ContraPoints, a trans YouTuber brought up their experience a few years back

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/xnA0k6YUwcA

And I can completely relate (without the need to be trans)