It’s been four weeks ago yesterday I came home from my trip at the coast.

As I go onto the fourth week following the note, not being desperate by any means, was hoping my pre-perceived prejudices would be wrong yet again, to only be right yet again.

The ball is in her court, the question does she even know that the ball is in her court? Worse, given the news of late, did get get deported? Gawd I hope not.

Like I said before, she was one of the very few ladies in my life who was so sincere, or maybe I should be doubting that too. I’ve tried to open up to people who are so scared IRL. Females. Women, who think any male wants to treat her like a toy! If this pattern continues once in a lifetime, maybe I’ll be lead on my dying days near 75, or even younger where my heart won’t be broken yet again.