There is a such thing as an “evolution” – to a certain extent. Let me explain.
A human develops in each way, the brain and everything grows as the human grows in life. However, that’s not to say that someone can tinker with at least the brain, reprogram it and then basically the human being basically got hacked. What do I mean? I mean the human evolved from a fun loving boy to a scary monster that appears to be human.
Another way to look at this manipulation or evolution is the heart. The emotional sense. Medical Doctors will tell you that it’s better to break a bone than to sprain it, because it will heal easier than it being partially broken. When it comes to emotions, its like being electrocuted by lighting, if the odds were against you that one time, it will cause lifelong consequences. Think of your first love, a person of significant level break your heart, it’s like the heart was shocked. And when someone that you loved or cared for caused that much heartbreak (whether it’s a family member, a friend, romantic interest, teacher, etc.) it can cause lifelong damages. I wish I can say I beat those odds, but sadly I’ve been duped by many people on a significant level in my early life that caused damages that I cannot reverse.
They say first impressions matter, but I’ll tell you I’ve been a victim of 1,001 bad first impressions.
Sadly there are many childhood “doctors” who only focus on children. They don’t realize how much damage they are doing to the child when its outside of their scope. The experimental projects, the test programs or test ideas or just the shaming the person’s autism, and the gender stigma (more guys than gals with ASD) can cause severe lifelong effects that these “professionals” have no clue what their unintended consequences or inadvertent actions.
I am saying this because I am seeing more and more mixed static of the autism narrative and its only going to get worse. It’s becoming a very mad, mad world in the hopeless world of autism. And I fear this won’t improve anytime soon. It’s a slow hurricane that has yet to see the eye of a years long storm.
At this point, simple fixes with a hack doctor is not the solution for me. I’m in a desperate need of a massive repair, restoration and a rebuild of trust as my insides are falling and caving in because my stupid support infrastructure of nearly a decade ago did reckless damage. Would an autistic teacher get away from this? Most than likely no, they’d probably be in prison, but since everyone else was perfectly normal, and we were held hostage to sign off the IEPs, well they can get away of manipulation, psychological murder, breaking the heart, etc.
