Extreme Copyright – Why is there Copyright on FOIA issued Documents?

It’s sad to see yet another child star go down in the dumps. Recently, Amanda Bynes, the teenage hottie on Nickelodeon’s All That, and The Amanda Show, from the late 1990s into the early 2000s, got charged for a hit and run, and another unrelated charge recently as well.
The E! network had posted a PDF of the Freedom of Information Act or FOIA request of her charges. E! has recently upgraded to a new content management system or CMS to gather all their stories, posts and other web pages such as programming to easily manage. This went live just as the network rebranded themselves as “The culture of Pop” (which I think is retarded if you asked me.) This change happened in early August, and Broadcasting & Cable had done a writeup explaining this multi platform website layout was supposed to have copyright protection. I can understand that, but…
Since they posted the PDF of a FOIA issued document, E could not help themselves of putting their huge logo as a watermark on, again, a public record document that is supposed to be copyright exempt.
Here is the document directly from the network’s website.

I have nothing against protecting intellectual property, but when it gets out of control, I do have something against it – especially when it was made by the government of California and not produced by E themselves (maybe feeding it into their copier/scanner but still that can’t be copyrighted due to FOIA protection.

NH Mandates State Agencies to go Open Source Solutions – Outrage? Anger?

Mandate exclusive to State Government shares the lone synergy: the motto of”Live Free or Die”

Living with autism and dealing with its own baggage is a problem in itself. Living with autism (and being diagnosed and told unwillingly) and coming from a low middle class family in a community of upper middle class that not only looks down at lower income people, but they also look down at the disabled people also. You’d think if you buy the bullshit from the C.D.C. with the current autism statistics that you’d think there would be some decency of the population to accept and engage with autistic people. Oh, wait the Millenials (returing from yesterdays rant) accepts (ill)legal ailens, and homosexuals, and other liberal groups – but when it comes to an American that is suffering with autism – fuggedaboutit.
Sticking to the topic: if you thought the Medicaid/Medicare outsourcing and other health and human services in its entirety were cut was bad- think again. This following story will make you want to throw your crappy Linux boxes to our elected hack politicians houses.
I came across a damning law that that some colleague in the IT services industry had brought this up to me. Thanks to our jackass beancounters that are mostly NH-styled Republicans (please use a search engine because its MUCH different than the National party’s definition), they proposed a law during our budget session last winter. The Governor signed it into law last month. In the text of the law it says the following.

I. The general court finds that:
(a) The cost of obtaining software for the state’s computer systems has become a significant expense to the state;
(b) The personnel costs of maintaining the software on the state’s computers has also become a significant expense to the state;

Is this a joke? I am no friend of Microsoft and Apple is no angel, but why in the fuck is our state insisting to go into the CHEAP route? What about that lameass Ci$co solution the IT agency demanded across the entire NH State government with Video, IP Telephony and unreliable computer networking services that Cisco is known to be, however they did go forward with a huge RFP during that same time. How could they get away of doing with that? Cisco don’t use lot of “open source” software (and dare I say open-standards) and do you think our state would be better off using such amateur phone systems like the Asterisk – which is such a resource hog that would waste of tax paying dollars in other ways! Why did the General Court, their finance committee or the Executive Council stop that Request for Proposal at that same time?

Microsoft has some solutions that can’t be replicated, IBM/Lotus has some solutions that can’t be replicated and others have solutions that can’t be replicated. Why? Because most Open Source Solutions are done by fat ass virgins that go to Occupy Wall Street, that whine and bitch about how greedy Microsoft and say their software sucks but YET they NEVER used the software firsthand to begin with! They never had a real job in the private sector and they don’t know how a real office works, if they do its just the “idea” of it. They don’t give a shit about how to make an OSS version of SharePoint, because they don’t care. The way they email with Mozilla’s Thunderbird is fine even when it can’t do read receipts, no flagging importance of emails, cannot edit and resend messages and can’t multi message exports or hell even Rich Text message composing before it bitches at you asking (or saying how liberal geeky virgins hate anything that looks pretty or anything thats GUI FWIW) some email clients can’t open HTML messages, do you want to send it text only or both?

So I would expect the web site where the bids for services will be populated with open source programmers in hopes they don’t hire unionized hacks – but in fact when you do the numbers – when paying people to do open source projects the costs go through the roof! What a bunch of beancounters!
So how in the hell are these same “Republicans” insist that cutting line items will save in the long haul? Are these people having some social skills issues such as “missing the big picture” that is sometimes described borderline HFA individuals? Jeez, if you are a high school in Massachusetts, you are essentially raped to do a “Vision Statement” to see yourself in 5 or so years – doesn’t (or should) that same logic apply to seeing how our state’s finances? Or to prepare to cut or invest in reliable computer equipment or servers? They know once the child turns 16 – so why do they not properly fund them 5 years in advance once the SPED students finish school on their 21st birthday? Why can our state government do their own Vision Statement? Makes no flippin sense. Our state has clearly SUCKED at doing any 5 year plans for our finances but yet the vulnerable citizens have been fucked to meet the pressures for government requirements for special education. Sorry if I come off comparing apples and oranges or Apples and PCs.

I think this would be a policy coming from the Institution in Durham for their internal IT systems, because UNH loves technical diversity. They have an international known division called the Interoperability Lab (IOL) I don’t know if one of those Solons that sponsored this law came from UNH and knew about the IOL. Alls I know as a state citizen is they do interoperability tests and do an annual hackathon-like interoperable networks. Regardless– part of this movement of “Cut, cut, cut” is obviously is coming from in part of the 70 year old Solons that think technology in this modern society is way too much money. I agree with them in the sense of them pissing dollars like Ci$co equipment, but others I am outraged by this law.Some of our politicians of certain beliefs think our state should be living in 1776. Our constitution had built in protection such as society would evolve and modernize, but of course the government still doesn’t have the right to tell private citizens what to do.
Again this law only applies to the New Hampshire State agencies of a headcount of 12,000 plus people mostly coming from the conservative city of Concord.This law is attempting for our Solons to essentially kill our small government to begin with compared to the neighboring states! I don’t think that is a PC thing to say! Yes, I think there are some lard-sized agencies (like UNH for an example) but for the love of gawd – this is a lame law.
If recent history is proven right, Massachusetts attempted to do this, with their Hack CIO attempting to push the large government of well over 100,000 layabout employees to use OpenOffice and after the failures of incompatibility, the pulled the plug on the attempt. (And that CIO was IIRC a Romney appointment – I could be wrong – it was in 2005 when they attempted to do such thing.)
Now I am starting to get sick of the perverted politics coming from all sides. Don’t forget that the bureaucrats up in Concord, are in fact – very conservative –  I’d bet 80% of them (except for the ones that work for  DHHS, DOE and other like agencies that look out for ASD directly) are the ones to really be suspicious of. So in every other agency and up in the State House – they don’t like the ideal of liberalism in the sense of welcoming all groups on their property. I remember the security officer a few years ago of a hack State Trooper was scared of me taking pictures of decommissioned computer terminals in the halls of the State House. He probably thought I was a creepy jewish spy or something like that.  Oh and I had to deal with a hack because I had inadvertently dialed 9-1-1 for some unknown reason because all calls are state handled a few years ago- <sarcasm>that was a lot of fun dealing with a cold hearted bureaucrat from Merrimack County that probably never knew about autism.<\sarcasm>
So this anger I have isn’t against a popular party of our state – its everyone involved in our horrible leadership.  This law is just plain absurd. If I was a politician of our General Court, I’d create a Vendor Avoidance List or VAL(in one of my fictional governments in my Lego world, this was done.) It be a black list for the government to not do business with vendors that are deemed bad for the government’s plants property or its own employees.  I’d make such policy or law to prohibit the State to buy the shit from San Jose from that Chamber$ douche.

I apologize for not having class in this post (with many profanities) -but our General Court has the WORST of  ZERO class too – I know this because I know some  of these shitheads in that place that I pray they rot to hell.
However to at least shed some light to this horrible mandate: this law is fitting since the motto of open source and our state has common ground. Live Free or Die.

The text of the law it in its entirely due to protection of public domain copyright laws

AN ACT relative to the use of open source software and open data formats by state agencies and relative to the adoption of a statewide information policy regarding open government data standards.

Be it Enacted by the Senate and House of Representatives in General Court convened:

5:1 Statement of Purpose and Findings.
I. The general court finds that:
(a) The cost of obtaining software for the state’s computer systems has become a significant expense to the state;
(b) The personnel costs of maintaining the software on the state’s computers has also become a significant expense to the state;
(c) It is necessary for the functioning of the state that computer data owned by the state be permanently available to the state throughout its useful life;
(d) To guarantee the succession and permanence of public data, it is necessary that the state’s accessibility to that data be independent of the goodwill of the state’s computer system suppliers and the conditions imposed by these suppliers;
(e) It is in the public interest to ensure interoperability of computer systems through the use of software and products that promote open, platform-neutral standards;
(f) It is also in the public interest that the state be free, to the greatest extent possible, of conditions imposed by parties outside the state’s control on how, and for how long, the state may use the software it has acquired; and
(g) It is not in the public interest and it is a violation of the fundamental right to privacy for the state to use software that, in addition to its stated function, also transmits data to, or allows control and modification of its systems by, parties outside of the state’s control.
II. The general court further finds that:
(a) The acquisition and widespread deployment of open source software can significantly reduce the state’s costs of obtaining and maintaining software;
(b) Open source software guarantees that its encoding of data is not tied to a single provider;
(c) Open source software enables interoperability through adherence to open, platform-neutral standards;
(d) Open source software contains no restrictions on how, or for how long, it may be used; and
(e) Since open source software fully discloses its internal operations, it can be audited, at any time and by anyone of the state’s choosing, for internal functions that are contrary to the public’s interests and rights.
III. Therefore, it is in the public interest that the state of New Hampshire consider using open source software in its public computing functions.
5:2 New Subdivision; Department of Information Technology; Open Standards. Amend RSA 21-R by inserting after section 9 the following new subdivision:

Open Standards

21-R:10 Definitions. In this subdivision:
I. “Open source software” means software that guarantees the user:
(a) Unrestricted use of the software for any purpose;
(b) Unrestricted access to the respective source code;
(c) Exhaustive inspection of the working mechanisms of the software;
(d) Use of the internal mechanisms and arbitrary portions of the software, to adapt them to the needs of the user;
(e) Freedom to make and distribute copies of the software; and
(f) Modification of the software and freedom to distribute modifications of the new resulting software, under the same license as the original software.
II. “Open standards” means specifications for the encoding and transfer of computer data that:
(a) Is free for all to implement and use in perpetuity, with no royalty or fee;
(b) Has no restrictions on the use of data stored in the format;
(c) Has no restrictions on the creation of software that stores, transmits, receives, or accesses data codified in such way;
(d) Has a specification available for all to read, in a human-readable format, written in commonly accepted technical language;
(e) Is documented, so that anyone can write software that can read and interpret the complete semantics of any data file stored in the data format;
(f) If it allows extensions, ensures that all extensions of the data format used by the state are themselves documented and have the other characteristics of an open data format;
(g) Allows any file written in that format to be identified as adhering or not adhering to the format; and
(h) If it includes any use of encryption or other means of data obfuscation, provides that the encryption or obfuscation algorithms are usable in a royalty-free, nondiscriminatory manner in perpetuity, and are documented so that anyone in possession of the appropriate encryption key or keys or other data necessary to recover the original data is able to write software to access the data.
III. “Proprietary software” means software that does not fulfill all of the guarantees provided by open source software.
IV. “State agency” means any department, commission, board, institution, bureau, office, or other entity, by whatever name called, including the legislative branch of state government, established in the state constitution, statutes, or executive orders. The judicial branch of state government is explicitly exempted from this definition.
21-R:11 Use of Open Source Software by State Agencies.
I. For all software acquisitions, each state agency, in consultation with the department of information technology, shall:
(a) Consider whether proprietary or open source software offers the most cost effective software solution for the agency, based on consideration of all associated acquisition, support, maintenance, and training costs;
(b) Except as provided in subparagraphs (d) and (e), acquire software products primarily on a value-for-money basis, based on consideration of the cost factors as described in subparagraph (a);
(c) Provide a brief analysis of the purchase decision, including consideration of the cost factors in subparagraph (a), to the chief information officer;
(d) Avoid the acquisition of products that do not comply with open standards for interoperability or data storage; and
(e) Avoid the acquisition of products that are known to make unauthorized transfers of information to, or permit unauthorized control of or modification of a state agency’s computer.
II. All state procurement documents related to software acquisitions shall include language that requires adherence to this section.
21-R:12 Metrics; Inventory of Open Source Software Used by State Agencies. Each state agency shall maintain an inventory of all proprietary and open source software products used by the agency.
21-R:13 Use of Open Data Formats by State Agencies.
I. The commissioner shall assist state agencies in the purchase or creation of data processing devices or systems that comply with open standards for the accessing, storing, or transferring of data. The commissioner shall:
(a) Ensure that any new data standards which the state of New Hampshire defines and to which it owns all rights are open standards compliant.
(b) Use open standards unless specific project requirements preclude use of an open data format.
(c) Reexamine existing data stored in a restricted format to which the state of New Hampshire does not own the rights every 4 years to determine if the format has become open and, if not, whether an appropriate open standard exists.
(d) Make readily accessible, on the state website, documentation on open data formats used by the state of New Hampshire. When data in open format is made available through the state’s website, a link shall be provided to the corresponding data format documentation.
21-R:14 Statewide Information Policy on Open Government Data Standards.
I. The commissioner shall develop a statewide information policy based on the following principles of open government data. According to these principles, open data is data that is:
(a) Complete. All public data is made available, unless subject to valid privacy, security, or privilege limitations.
(b) Primary. Data is collected at the source, with the highest possible level of granularity, rather than in aggregate or modified forms.
(c) Timely. Data is made available as quickly as necessary to preserve the value of the data.
(d) Accessible. Data is available to the widest range of users for the widest range of purposes.
(e) Machine processable. Data is reasonably structured to allow automated processing.
(f) Nondiscriminatory. Data is available to anyone, with no requirement of registration.
(g) Nonproprietary. Data is available in a format over which no entity has exclusive control, with the exception of national or international published standards.
(h) License-free. Data is not subject to any copyright, patent, trademark, or trade secret regulation. Reasonable privacy, security, and privilege restrictions may be allowed.
II. The information policy developed under paragraph I shall include a mechanism for adoption and review by each state agency. Each agency that adopts the policy shall designate a contact person responsible for oversight and implementation of open government data standards for that agency. The contact shall act as a liaison between the department, the implementing agency, and the public in matters related to open government data standards. The commissioner shall include the status of the development and implementation of the statewide information policy based on open government data standards in the quarterly report to the legislative oversight committee under RSA 21-R:9.
III. In developing the open data standards policy, the commissioner shall solicit information from the secretary of state relative to state archiving practices and the collection of data for historical purposes.
5:3 Department of Information Technology; Duties of Commissioner Regarding Acquisition of Information Systems. Amend RSA 21-R:4, I to read as follows:
I. Providing technical information technology consultation to all executive branch agencies and to any other agency that requests it, including technical adviceconsistent with the principles of open government data established in RSA 21-R:11 through RSA 21-R:14 during the development or acquisition of information systems.
5:4 Effective Date. This act shall take effect 60 days after its passage.
Approved: March 12, 2012
Effective Date: May 11, 2012″

From: http://www.gencourt.state.nh.us/legislation/2012/HB0418.html

*Refer to the Glossary for the definition

Opinion: Emotional politics = bad agenda

This goes back to a previous topic on the Self Advocacy groups. People shouldn’t be writing stories or opinions as their first draft done on MS Word and saving the file for the first time as if it was their final copy. Or writing Too Many Capitals in an 18th Century English in a 21 Century world where you can make boldfaced statements.  That kind of writing appears one has a cluttered mind and shows an alleged un intelligence.
This kind of methaphor can be considered as writing emotionally, or emotional politics. This is toxic from a political perspective. If I was one’s political advisor, I strongly suggest not writing publicly when you are emotional. This comes from my mother preaching this as well.
I also suggest you do research on any issue. Go to your town’s or school districts website. Go to your state’s website. Click on the Information Technology’s webpage. Go to any agency other than what you typically would need, to distract yourself. That kind of distraction may open your mind to understanding of how a government may work. You may get to understand how a generic government works. Generic governmental agencies are often different than a human services agency or a school district, because there are less emotions involved. And since we have the World Wide Web and the Internet, the power has never been under our fingertips than ever before.
The lack of generic government causes lots of misunderstandings of the system. (This also goes back to the issue of self interest groups.) The narcissism of politics is also making it toxic as well.
Case in point, lets use an example in the publication  by The New Hampshire Challenge, a highly emotional publication for special needs interests. (To prevent any legal challenges, I will attempt to abbreviate the column as per to the Fair Use doctrine for the purposes of constructive criticism)

It appears the majority of our Free State Libertarians and Tea Party Conservative legislators now in control of the NH House,  now view developmental disabilities as a disease rather than a part of the human condition.  These Libertarians and tea party conservatives successfully gained control of the House in the last election, and are under the authoritarian control of NH House Speaker William O’Brien. 

I cannot disagree with the beliefs of what those “Libertarians” …especially coming from a person that suffers in society and questions the autism “disorder”or “disease”  himself.

True Republicans in the state of New Hampshire, have always embraced the concept of “Local Control”.  Republicans to date have fought the good fight, to resist any move of centralization of medical decision making, and tax revenue expenditure. 

Again, “local control” is basically the New Jersey law of allowing every municipality to do almost whatever they want on taxes, and almost anarchy of how to move money around in the local school districts or towns. “Local control” from my understanding has nothing to do with area agencies. Again, self interests = selfishness = lack of understanding how a larger system works. We are talking about the state level mind you – not D.C. (I don’t like “Local control” and I do not like the Jersey way of doing things. Leave Snooki’s world down there please!)

Recently, New Hampshire Commissioner for the Department of Health and Human Services Nicolas Toumpas received his orders from the legislature to design, develop and implement a care management plan for New Hampshire citizens under the auspices of Medicaid.  This will not only lead to a loss of local control, it will also dismantle a human service system that has proven to be a model of cost effectiveness and inclusion across the country.
What is shocking about this legislative imposed mandate is the possibility that an out-of-state for-profit organization will be hired to manage New Hampshire’s developmental disabilities service delivery system.  The system has been efficiently managed at the local level by area agencies for decades and has been considered the model to emulate.  Boards of directors composed of citizen volunteers oversee these agencies.
It is feared people with disabilities or their parents may need to deal with a company based in Chicago or another far flung location, to obtain residential services in Manchester.  To date, people in the community have gone to their local Area Agencies, where cost effective solutions were mutually agreed upon at the local level.  New Hampshire’s cost effectiveness and ability to be flexible has as its bedrock local people who know New Hampshire’s communities best.

Again, more spin of taking advantage of a totally different law, and trashing any hope of saving money and potentially reusing it for the funding of a growing number of legitimate people suffering with various disabilities. The Waitlist would go back to what the law dictates a minimum of 90 days.
However instead of acting like mature people, the people have to resort to political gridlock namecall politicians regardless of the party affiliation, and instead of being proactive, we have to be reactive to everything.
I am not saying we shouldn’t be emotional, but in the other hand we have to be realistic and understand the economic issues. In every industry in society, in order to stay relevant, they need to cut costs. Why dont the government use the same practice?
And how come these narrow-minded people can get away writing things they have no damn clue about? If you want to understand how government works, don’t learn on one system and one agency and one cause. You have to understand a general idea how the government works before people start attacking libertarians and accusing them for violating the “local control” logic when it doesnt apply to area agencies!
It’s a double standard in the special needs world of who can say and what they can speak. And unfortunately, there are lots of people spreading such mis (and uninformed) information. And when you rely on just a few stories in a sensational “alternative media” publication that has bias just as bad as the MSM, you have to read it openly and not guarantee someone whose writing it is accurate.
And you wonder why “republicans” want to defund special needs programs? It’s what you read, in these publications, lack of understanding of state and local government (SL&G) and just plain slander to certain groups and parties. I can see why they think that. And its a shame to the population. The special needs groups are doing this to themselves and at some point they need to understand their wrongdoings.

MSM Stories on Autism….

I have been awake for over two and a half hours, and I was watching the early morning news programs in between watching FNC’s “Red Eye”. I was caught offguard of a news flash about autism.   It’s basically a fill in story on what appears to be a slow newsday, I am not surprised, but at least there is traction for a change as we lead into April’s Autism Awareness Month.
I’ll post video later this morning, but here’s a few blurbs from a CBS wire story,

” One out of 88 children in the U.S. has an autism spectrum disorder, according to the latest estimate by the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention.
Previously the CDC estimated autism’s prevalence at about an average of 1 in 110 U.S. children. The new estimate suggests autism is more common than previously thought – about 25 percent more common – and may affect more than one million children and teens in the U.S.
“One thing the data tells us with certainty – there are many children and families who need help,” CDC Director Dr. Thomas Frieden said in a written statement. “We must continue to track autism spectrum disorders because this is the information communities need to guide improvements in services to help children.”
For the CDC’s study, researchers looked at autism prevalence estimates from 14 areas in the country. Since every state is not included, the CDC warned the rate “should not be generalized to the United States as a whole.” But the data do show that autism diagnoses continue to increase. It’s published in the March 29 issue of Morbidity and Mortality Weekly Report.
Boys are still about five times more likely to be diagnosed with autism in the U.S. than girls, according to the CDC report. It estimated one in 54 boys have autism, while one in 252 girls do. The number of children identified with ASDs ranged from 1 in 210 children in Alabama to 1 in 47 children in Utah. The largest increases were among Hispanic and black children.
Some of this increase may be due to the way children are identified, diagnosed and served in their communities, although exactly how much is due to these factors is unknown, the CDC said.
Study results from the 2008 surveillance year show more than 11 out of 1,000 8-year-old kids have been identified as having an ASD, about a 23 percent increase since the last CDC report in 2009. Some of this increase is due to the way children are identified, diagnosed and served in their communities, although exactly how much is due to these factors is unknown. “

CBSNEWS.com
In the middle of a paragraph, I love how many of the MSM is playing the gender card, by focusing on the higher number in boys. As I have previously reported the MSM loves to focus on that because it’s reversed-sexism by indirectly referring to boys as stupid, etc.

Autism Speaks craziness, part two

Updated 9:29 pm/ET 11/11/11 for clarity
Today on my WordPress front page, there was a featured post from Autism Speaks blog  from a “nerotypical” sibling of someone with autism. Key words, sibling of someone with autism. Right out of the bat, someone else is speaking for someone with autism. Hey, I though the mission of Autism Speaks, was to hand the microphone to the people with autism. Oh wait, that would be basic, common sense logic, right.
The post’s introduction states that the writer is a graduate from Yale University, second offense, a with someone from an Ivy League background. The post features how his older brother can drive (the one with autism) but in between he borders on slander of his feelings about him. (And slander is of course a strong word, but I feel from this perception, he is making such anger towards someone who can’t fend for himself.)   The first paragraph describes his younger brother in a the most blunt way as possible.
Here I quote it:

My brother doesn’t like me very much, and I don’t blame him.

But it gets worse:

“The driver’s license was a big one. In east bay suburbia, it’s a given that on your 16th birthday you go to the DMV and take the test. It’s all you talk about when you’re a sophomore in high school, and when Matthew was that age, he probably heard about it every day when he walked alone through the halls.”

How insulting!

“I, the neurotypical one, got my driver’s license on my 16th birthday, when Matthew was 18. According to Matthew, though, I wasn’t allowed to drive. I was younger than he was, so it made no sense for me to have rights that he didn’t.”

and even more salt to the wounds…

“I am very lucky. Matthew knows that I have no trouble making friends, and he knows that I have a girlfriend. He knows that I’m more independent than he is, and that I go to college.
Sometimes I accidentally beat him when we play video games together.”

I cannot imagine jelliousy and whatever else.  I don’t have any siblings, but on the Official Autism Speaks WordPress blog, and the way hes writing and talking about his older brother with autism…its like he thinks hes mute and dumb and nieave or whatever you want to describe it.
And I suffer with this disease because my voice is squelched thanks to the ultra blowtoarch group known as Autism Speaks and how they want to silence all autistic and degrade them.  I have zero respect to the pretty-faced/arrogant man known as Bob Wright, heartless business man, who has done nothing other than make all people with autism hopeless and powerless. (Never mind causing the collapse at NBC Universal which is now being salvaged by Comcast by all the cost cutting initiates during his tenure.)
And how in the hell can you say in the post “Voices of Autism” when he couldn’t speak for himself. How pathetic! I can speak for myself and I will never, ever in the lifetime ever give a damn penny or join in any fundraiser that sponsors Autism Speaks. They are an obscenely managed organization and they deserve to never get support for anyone who has autism and can literally speak for themselves.
if this post had any example, than this would be it.

Reflections of September 11th, 2001

September 11th, 2001 was one of the worst day the country had experienced. I would have to echo the same. I am going to keep this post to the point, but also be thoughtful.

1997
I went by New York City in 1997 when I went to New Jersey when my mother and her then boyfriend drove through The Bronx and Manhattan. We were going to Six Flags before the Western Mass one would open 3 or so years after. I remember when we tried to get back home (before that, we stopped at my aunts place in Connecticut) we took the wrong way and got off the GWB in Manhattan and I vaguely remember 5th Avenue, and for some reason I remember seeing the Statue of Liberty (however we were in Midtown, so I don’t know if that is true or not.)
2000
I did set foot a few years later on Labor Day weekend of 2000. I was in the whole Wall Street kick back then (and somewhat today even now I believe most of it is rigged.) We also went to Ellis Island and walked around the Statue of Liberty, although we didn’t go in there. I remember seeing the Twin Towers from the distance.
2001
On April Vacation of 2001, my mother and I went to Manhattan ourselves (we managed to get into The City courtesy of my aunt who lived at the time in the Tristate side of Connecticut during the several times we went there where we took the Metro North Rail into Grand Central.
My mother and I got tickets to see the Opening Bell of the start of the trading session at the New York Stock Exchange. However we missed it by a group or two. Regardless, I remembered seeing how dark the Exchange looked like without the magic of spotlights underneath the robotic camera lenses for the news organizations. The floor wasn’t that littered, since it was just past 9:30.  The next stop was we went into the World Trade Center into the lobby and trying to get to the Observation Deck. However with the deal-savy mother I have, there was a deal to go to all the three big skyscrapers (WTC, the Empire State Building and I forgot the 3rd.) Since we wanted to be more prepared we decided to do it another time.
That’s a true definition that there would not be another time.
When we went north into Midtown, after visiting the Nasdaq Marketsite, we noticed unusual security that was invasive at that time. (It was kinda like the post 9/11 security at that time, but only a few months before.) My mother and I were trying to figure it out when we went to lunch after.
Summer 2001
However, the story gets a bit heartbreaking for me. On the 4th of July week, my mother and I took a vacation to California to San Diego specifically Legoland. It was the first time I gone that far west in my lifetime. I remember how relaxed that week was. On our way back home, we had the plane almost to ourselves since people didn’t show up for their flights out of San Diego. We did land in Ohio before coming back to Manchester, which all I can remember we got home within the hour after the landing. For some reason I was very surprised that we were in and out. I also remember not having any jet lag (since jet lag happens when your body clock advances time.) I apparently adapted back to the Eastern Time very quickly.
You can the thought that I could had been a victim of that day since it was a couple months prior to the attack and one of those impacts was going cross country. That thought came to me a while after.
Labor Day Weekend 2001  Less than 2 weeks prior to September 11th
The next big trip was back to the NY/Tristate area that Labor Day weekend. My aunt was at the time dating a guy that worked for a large trading floor in Fairfield County, Connecticut. I was lucky that I got there in time to meet him and see the large floor with countless Bloomberg Terminals (boy was that fun!) Sun workstations, and everything else. However, that floor is a secured environment and he had to use his card to have the elevator go there and there was a security turnstall there as well. (Remember this was late August of 2001, just more than a week away from 9/11.)
We went to Manhattan the next day. My aunt didn’t want to go downtown for the reason that it being a warm, hot day that (allegedly) they do rolling blackouts on the subways which would get people stuck in the trains. I later believed it was likely an excuse to not go there. I never was able to see the complex that day.
I got the local tabloids on September 1st of that year and the stories of that day. It seemed to be a typical summer stories since after all it was Labor Day weekend.
September 11th, 2001
I remember the morning of 9/11 very vividly. I remember the morning’s stories, the economy was in the fritz for recession, the Chandra Levy love affair story (which I myself got hooked into) and anything else. I left to go to school at about 8:20. The school I was in was kind of a tough school, where lets be honest, where I couldn’t be the boss, or learn or do things that interests me, etc. I figured given their attitude to their students, that they kept zip quiet. No one mentioned anything to us till one of my staff came into the classroom at probably 10:30 and broke the news to us.
Honestly, I froze. When I heard of the World Trade Center, I thought of the Boston WTC since everything was slow for me to process. When I heard about planes flying around, I thought they were flying around the Eastern Rockingham County area. Because my staff was talking slow and I was trying to get answers in a spiffy manner, and after I thought or the mention of the Twin Towers, my soul immediately went into shock. This news came to me about the time after my mother called the school to ask if they had said anything to tell him since was there just in the last week. The school never dismissed us ether, probably since they thought it was a no-news for every other kid in the school and it wouldnt be important to them or whatever.
Trying to go onto any online source came up with an Error 404 since everyone was trying to get stories. The Internet experienced one of the most busiest days since by that time the Web became a serious medium of news, especially with the dynamic updates the sites could support. When I got home, I was watching every channel for their different reports.  And the era of the Big Media, most of the big media properties were sisters to the Big 3 Networks or cable news entities. Some did go off air to redirect viewers to their news outlets. And the radio markets I live in did the same thing wall to wall, and most of the local radio stations were brother stations to the all-news station or the talk radio station.
Post 9/11
I did go to The City 2 more times after, ether February or April Vacation and another Labor Day weekend with my mother as we strolled around Central Park and got a tour of NBC’s 30 Rock operations,etc. I also went to D.C. that following 4th of July and saw the side of the Pentagon that was getting ready to go back for business. My mother and I also went into the Monument that summer as well. I won’t ever forget that.
However post 9/11 was a different world. It changed my view of what America used to be and how the new America isn’t what I like.  I was 14 going on 11 (read a young 14 yead old) so my remaining innocence disappeared.   I would then go and spend the rest of my high school career in Massachusetts, a state known for its far anti American liberalism, where I saw my school take away the Pledge of Allegiance in only a few months. The work around was to do it by ourselves without the help of the paging of our phone system.  A few years prior to Obama being elected, a gut was telling me that someone needed to show more love to this country. That was also the same time I went to more sporting events.  I had felt more proud when I would hear the National Anthem, I felt like it was something missing for quite a while.
There were 3,000 lives that were gone in the 3 locations that day and its very sad to see people dying from the worst kinds of disater to happen. However they did luck out. It could had been a lot worse. I remember hearing from Neil Cavuto last September 10th mentioning there was a late game in The Bronx that the Yankees went to almost midnight, and some people were going to sleep in and go to work about 9:00 the latest. Also I will remember that it was a nice, late summer day. Many people ether took the day off, or went on vacation or whatever else. The complex would hold a daytime population of 50,000.
It was a very sad day on Sunday. I remember just being quiet and just having a sad look. I did have that sick feeling to my tummy on Thursday and Friday but I felt probably shocked. I felt the towers falling down was not only people gone but the country was we knew it. I don’t like how its been changed today, because I think the attacks created a new generation of people and all that crazy Wall Street stuff that got into that mess in 2008 probably took off after that in my observation. The City got more European thanks to the countless elections of Micheal Bloomberg. I have seen in pictures how yuppie it has looked. All those white painted lofts with simple looking office spaces and people with yuppie looks. I don’t remember that being the whole look of New York.
I won’t ever forget that day. It impacted me in so many ways as you have just read.