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My therapist suggested going someplace just before the time of COVID19, but as things have settled and the virus as still deadly, but more manageable, I decided to go out of my comfort zone and gone to Portsmouth, with financial help from my mother and for logistics, but for all intensive purposes this was the first time I was away from family without being forced.
The headset port on my Mac mini (as you may know if you own one from the early 10s) “pops” out audio as probably for some energy consumption to only send audio electrons when it thinks there’s audio to playout. Because your’s truly forgot to turn off the receiver for hte stereo system the Mini was plugged into, as I use that to playout edits, my grandmother didn’t get sleep last week, called the mother and the ol woman went to check it out. It does sound like a critter noise, but regardless overnight, my mother doesn’t just go in the room, she goes right to where my keyboard is in the heart of the edit bay, the sacred location to where i am now just doing editing for newsgathering.
I did believe the claim the following morning the old woman said that she didn’t look, but that center spot where my Aeron sits on, is something that only a true professional amateur would get. My mother is like the ignorant director who thinks magic can be done by a keystroke. The living room is a screening room. Critiques for the sake of critiquing. The passive agressive nature has gotten so bad, that I wouldn’t even share my work – even to my own grandmother who often is like the middle person in many of these spats.
It makes me wonder how much I got fucked over in the last couple of decades where the crown was given to my mother and any king status (that is nothing in 2022 compared to the stereotype of being a “brat”). Worse is just how I have less support than I had 3 years ago. I also have people who are just so out there. It’s like I am cheating with two women (my mother and a support staff) that are almost identical, but it varies by day. But I can’t bitch about either one too much, because both women are allies and enemies at the same time.
The YouTube “Playing With Fire” (though graphically it’s says “Playing Fire” because you know men like to cut corners and be direct and talk like bots) cringe YouTuber that’s a PUA and is critiquing Jordi. This obsession of status and high value garbage is evident that he’s shooting in 4K HD, and his editing sucks like most of YouTube with jump cuts.
Why would women be interested in ENG videography? Anyways, this dude does not believe in relationships, he believes in “body counts!” Ironically he had Courtney Ryan coming onto his stream one day.
The problem with this dude is it seems like he chew tobacco and his voice shows it.
If it’s not Andrew Tate, Jordi or Kevin Samuels, it’s even on the alleged left/philosophically minded people from the Man Enough podcast, with the principal hosts of Justin Baldoni (Jane the Virgin fame), Jamey Heath and… yes… the “feminist that [allegedly] loves men [when it fits to her narrative]” Liz Plank. Don’t assume that she’s the token female, it’s completely mistaken. The dude are the primary hosts, but they are the token (male) feminists as Liz kinda steals the show. This episode went live today when writing this, and Tate was brought up at the top. Their favorite scapegoat is “the patriarchy”; and advocate explicit expression of emotions to compensate the Tates of the world.
Liz couldn’t help to piss herself by going political at various points on this episode about abortion. This alleged atypical woman can’t even control herself, bite her tongue when it comes to pressing issues, or that issues that trigger vs. “feeling uncomfortable”. Like Jordi, or Tate, or even Fresh & Fit, they are on an extremist side, and the better option to fix the broken masculinity is moderation instead of polarizing.
They must get a lot of feedback, and I sure as hell have done, but even for “tolerant” types, they are just as bad as the ones that are apparently on the right.
No one wins. Leftie guys scare me too. They ought to feel canceled…
BTW: this episode is on relationships, but I had glossed through it, for an autistic male who knows never to engage in ex-infatuations; Liz should know better to not talk to ex-boyfriends.
Scott Galloway, the alleged leftist NYU Business School professor, is now becoming more and more alpha. He has been really critical about the young men and the crisis they are in. This is the same man who advocated Facebook to spin off Instagram so there could be more “innovation”. The same man who insisted AT&T was right to be broken up, and there’s less and less telecom jobs. This guy is a fucking hypocrite. he’s so fucking clueless.
Yes I had skimmed through the Coddling of the Minds, but that book was based on junk science (no facts on peanuts and allergies) and overall generalization of overprotection of Generation Z. My theory is parents of Gen Xers are not tech literate, and many have co-dependency issues, the kids want to run away and the tech was their safety net, and I should say that with utmost light tone. But you can make the same case for Gen Xers with their parents both working, and they would be out till sunset; well was being out and about good either? Because they seem to be like their parents, cold, and emotionally unavailable.
Well that’s questioning authority Steven… you should STFU!
When I created A Puzzling View on Relationships, I remember getting flack on the socials at the time for being “bitter”. In the last decade (err really a couple years after 2012), I did try to improve myself to the best of my ability; then after receiving therapy, I still struggled. It’s how one communicates feeling left-out.
In reality, I am no different than when I was 25 in terms of being single, or worse perpetually single. The environment gotten so much worse. It was years before #MeToo, it was years before MGTOW and PUAs coming out of the fringes into cringes in the mainstream. In 2021, being single was probably the worse part. Add the horrible politics of 2022 with women, it makes it a really tough time to be a man if being a man is so politically incorrect.
I have lived in this alleged “free-state” for my entire life.
I fucking hate the politics (no more vulgarities herein!)
The division on the federal level could go as far back as 15 to 20 years ago. I noticed the change when our “elected officials” at the state level would act immature, childish, and name-call, and it became amateur hour for our elected officials. I didn’t like when it came to Medicaid waiver funding issues when the area agencies would relay political messages and blame one party of the other.
This was originally sent in early June of 2022 with no reply back (as an expectation!)
Hi,
I can authenticate you had worked at South Londonderry School in NH. I’m Steven Ayotte (soon to trash my legal surname); but don’t take the new name as a legal marriage either. Let’s not get into the discussion that a 30something was “married” to some who considered her imaginary but was more non physical instead.
I need to point the finger to you for the abuse you had indirectly caused years after leaving South. My mother has developed a severe narcissistic personality years after South. For most of my teens and in my twenties I heard how great “South School was for us”. In reality the things I had heard my mother replay out loud really was the apparent woman-crush you and the rest of the IEP team did. Your obscene levels of admiration and appreciation go to her head to the point she is trying to be my full-time-mom figure. When I was told about the PDDNOS condition in late 1999, I didn’t get the hand holding treatment you gave to my mother. It was the death sentence. My life was quickly written off.
For 23 years I’ve been hobbling in society. I’ve lost my 20s and now 1/2 way through my 30s has been wasted too for a woman who is not qualified to be micro managing my life, stealing my rights as my own guardian of ability to express without prejudice. Not to mention the adult services has been a joke in some place, Moore Center is like a corporate whorehouse, while the Nashua region is better, but is plagued by the hackerama in Concord, of course with your allaboutism of SPED and little boys, you would care less about the Medicaid Waiver system…
I really wished if I had the legal power to do so, to point to ALL South School supports that had been involved with my case to had been held criminally accountable as a sex offender and a psychological-child-molester for having a crush on my mother and literally giving me no rights as human being. I wished you lost your NHRS entitlements of pension. You guys should had surrendered your teaching certificates too. I’m talking all mainstream teachers involved w my classes too, as well as [names redacted] Also I had almost cheated death last year because I wasn’t paying attention to a pickup backing up on the tight parking area of Sunnycrest because I saw [name redacted] a few feet ahead of me because I didn’t want her to see me and then bring back up the ol wounds of South. I so don’t want to see you folks.
I can’t end this with much satisfaction that Teresa Bolick is finally dead. She had extended the South School cheerleading to my mother in the therapy that was supposed to be for me, as SAU 12 was paying for every session prior to my 21st. She was a criminal liar, she WAS NOT a “doctor” as an Medical Doctor, she was an overeducated hack who was stuck to 1979 and said some really damning stuff over the years, one was she called my mother her “hero” in 2010 and the year before “of all the years I’ve been in this field, I just got the grasp on autism” as she had offed up my life as an underage guy under her watch. You folks don’t realize how evil you are.
You indirectly fucked up my life. I have no respect for ANY of the South School personnel when I was there from 1993-1999. I hope there is a special place in hell for all who was involved. I disrespect you so much because in almost 30 years, 26 of those years I was completely disrespected.
If reading this is too much, then I suggest you search for “Londonderry NH Exposed “ and “Londonderry NH Destroyed” on YouTube to show how much pain you biaches did to me. You fucked up my life and you deserve nothing but eternal hatred from a student you didn’t care about but loved my mother to bunches instead! Enjoy the rest of your life with grace as I continue to live in living hell.
Steven M. Ayotte (hopefully Steven Clickford sooner than later)
these words will probably not rot that much, like plastic, it will live on forever. It’s not that I want to live on my prophecy; or I need to be “challenged” in a far left way (my ex day program was extremely philosophical), there is underlying realities, with predictable outcomes that are beyond my control.
For instance if I were to pass today or tomorrow, who would feel the most sorriest for? Not me, but my mother, as if we are some packaged deal. I cannot name many people, but only a handful would feel sorry for me and my loss of existence. Would anyone from Ltown feel bad? They are as communal narcissists as you can get. They use me to leverage themselves, if only I knew this 5 years ago.
But I post things as if no one will read it. Again if I were to pass on tomorrow or the following day the people most concerned would be everyone around me, not me personally.
