This was actually not in a log, but in my Daily Notes folder on my network drive.
The Log: Steven Flips Out on Staff, that one time (07-01-2019)
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“Bystander Effect” on the Class of 2005 “Stay Classy”
My originating graduating year in Londonderry, NH (of which I was not a student of Londonderry High) would’ve been 2005, the graduating year where it was dubbed “stay classy” (a reference to Anchorman).
The Log: Request to Drop Mondays (12-31-2019)
Short Narrative:
After the incident with Aly, I sent an email to “Mr. Jackass” with regards to dropping Mondays until further notice.
The Log: The Last Message to the 1 on 1 Staff as a 1 on 1 (12-30-2019)
Short Narrative: The email was actually to send the final internal staff/client newsletter, mixed with an Eff-You
The Log: Last Monday with “Aly”… According to Her! (12-30-2019)
Short Narrative:
This was the last scheduled Monday on Aly’s part and was really unprofessional with her honesty.
The Log: The Cry for Help to the Secondary Manager at the Day Program (12-18-2019)
Two days after that incident, I need backup. The reply negated any concern and wouldn’t allow me to transfer. This manager left during COVID.
I need to be really serious. I have not overstepped authority recently and request to intervention with this high severity. I desperately need your help, you know me for almost 3 years, you have more sympathy to my needs, and you would address them if you were still at [primary office]. I can’t overwhelm your time, but I have to…I need to inform you of what is been going on. It’s time sensitive and I would love a response at the earliest to try to not let the situation from the management continue to fester.
The last thing I wanted to do is send an email. I was going to wait for a reply from you, but Aly responded (on the very bottom) this morning with some pretty strong statements indicating she’s wants to bail out with me. I had to get on top of that subj before things got worse.
The Log: *The* Issue with the Day Program (12-16-2019)
This was actually based off a 2019 post about management. And the same day where I trashed many of my Facebook-friends, by blocking them and their S.O.’s profiles
Short Narrative: Conflicts resulting from an email from the previous week
Long form:
Attempted to begin to work on the newsletter, Aly mentioned that “Jackass” would come in at 9:30 to discuss the email. I started to make remarks where I defended the reasoning of the email, and Aly was cutting me off (i.e. not listening), I started to get loud, and Aly responded that “I do not appreciate degrading emails”. Aly refused to listen to how I felt being not heard and felt like “the only adult in the room” last week being attacked.
The Log: Starting to feel Abandoned by 1 on 1 DSP (09-17-2019)
Short Narrative:
Contacted Program Coordinator/DSP reminding their responsibility in providing meaningful support in the 1 on 1 sense. As of October 1st, zero reply. [This was also 2 months after being promoted into management]
The Log: Steven Closes Up Vulnerabilities to 1 on 1 DSP (04-22-2019)
Long form notes, emails, conversations:
* * refers to implicit language, ” ” marks are from staff < and > remarks ofs your’s truly.
<No longer going to be as open because I don’t feel you validate me.>
*”Aly” validates *
The Log: Being Bissell’d (11-13-2019)
Not from my database, but even with text documents, I put dates on the filename for protection of the narrative’s integrity. This is classic narcissist’s way of sucking you into a situation without consent.