In early 2020, I started to develop the skills naturally to combat against a state full of narcissistic types, that is New Hampshire. The people who are typical and Caucasian really do feel like they can “Live Free or Die” and if you’re atypical then it’s literally Live Free or End your Own Life (just don’t post this on Facebook because they can put you in Facebook-jail for implying self-harm – to you!)
I thought I’d discuss a very sensitivte topic that may be offensive or disturbing for some. If you are someone whose not feeling that hopeful for people in the U.S. to contact the National Suicide Hotline at 1-800.223.8255 or 9-8-8. That alone being a 3 digit number says a lot about our state of mental health.
23 years ago roughly in 1999, I recall an attempt of suicide, thanks to testosterone, taking Paxil and a botched transition to the local Middle School in ltown. The location? It was Seacoast Learning Collaborative, a private school, I believe acting as a non profit entity, off Exit 8 what was then the new extension of state highway 101, (IIRC the 4 lane highway was just completed either weeks or a month before.) I recall the construction and being stuck four years before in traffic going to Hampton Beach. Ironically seeing the Castles of Brentwood, where many local shops got displaced when 101 was completed. When I left Seacoast in 2002, virtually they had all units of about twentysomething at The Castles. Two other programs were not affiliated, but rented it. The New England Dragway owned the building; unsure what the status is as time goes on, the tress cover up the visibility of the Castles, of which I think is a good thing.
I have not discussed SLC as a separate blog post, or the details of my experience; but basically a private school doesn’t have to comply with state rules, and SLC’s ethos is to straighten troubled kids because because students like to blame their disability for everything not that the disability is truly controlling them unfairly. The two most outrageous students I recall aren’t on Facebook. Perhaps they see a therapist like the one I see because they break the law or go to jail or do stupid stuff, making me perhaps a more saner of the bunch of the PDD program of the ol SLC. Continue reading
I took an out of office time from Friday night to Sunday morning to finally clear myself from the 3 years of hell I had to deal with.
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My therapist suggested going someplace just before the time of COVID19, but as things have settled and the virus as still deadly, but more manageable, I decided to go out of my comfort zone and gone to Portsmouth, with financial help from my mother and for logistics, but for all intensive purposes this was the first time I was away from family without being forced.
The headset port on my Mac mini (as you may know if you own one from the early 10s) “pops” out audio as probably for some energy consumption to only send audio electrons when it thinks there’s audio to playout. Because your’s truly forgot to turn off the receiver for hte stereo system the Mini was plugged into, as I use that to playout edits, my grandmother didn’t get sleep last week, called the mother and the ol woman went to check it out. It does sound like a critter noise, but regardless overnight, my mother doesn’t just go in the room, she goes right to where my keyboard is in the heart of the edit bay, the sacred location to where i am now just doing editing for newsgathering.
I did believe the claim the following morning the old woman said that she didn’t look, but that center spot where my Aeron sits on, is something that only a true professional amateur would get. My mother is like the ignorant director who thinks magic can be done by a keystroke. The living room is a screening room. Critiques for the sake of critiquing. The passive agressive nature has gotten so bad, that I wouldn’t even share my work – even to my own grandmother who often is like the middle person in many of these spats.
It makes me wonder how much I got fucked over in the last couple of decades where the crown was given to my mother and any king status (that is nothing in 2022 compared to the stereotype of being a “brat”). Worse is just how I have less support than I had 3 years ago. I also have people who are just so out there. It’s like I am cheating with two women (my mother and a support staff) that are almost identical, but it varies by day. But I can’t bitch about either one too much, because both women are allies and enemies at the same time.
It’s so crazy.
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The YouTube “Playing With Fire” (though graphically it’s says “Playing Fire” because you know men like to cut corners and be direct and talk like bots) cringe YouTuber that’s a PUA and is critiquing Jordi. This obsession of status and high value garbage is evident that he’s shooting in 4K HD, and his editing sucks like most of YouTube with jump cuts.
Why would women be interested in ENG videography? Anyways, this dude does not believe in relationships, he believes in “body counts!” Ironically he had Courtney Ryan coming onto his stream one day.
The problem with this dude is it seems like he chew tobacco and his voice shows it.
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In the ongoing series of Men Scare Me, I wanted to dig deep and figure out why men have become primitive in the last few years? In the dangerous rise of man-o-spheres and alpha males defending in the range of overcompensating, it makes me wonder what the hell happened. I see correlation of men mixed with narcissistic fingerprints, and an obsession to family values, that is creepy in nature and not just autistic children, but now anyone.
If it’s not Andrew Tate, Jordi or Kevin Samuels, it’s even on the alleged left/philosophically minded people from the Man Enough podcast, with the principal hosts of Justin Baldoni (Jane the Virgin fame), Jamey Heath and… yes… the “feminist that [allegedly] loves men [when it fits to her narrative]” Liz Plank. Don’t assume that she’s the token female, it’s completely mistaken. The dude are the primary hosts, but they are the token (male) feminists as Liz kinda steals the show. This episode went live today when writing this, and Tate was brought up at the top. Their favorite scapegoat is “the patriarchy”; and advocate explicit expression of emotions to compensate the Tates of the world.
Liz couldn’t help to piss herself by going political at various points on this episode about abortion. This alleged atypical woman can’t even control herself, bite her tongue when it comes to pressing issues, or that issues that trigger vs. “feeling uncomfortable”. Like Jordi, or Tate, or even Fresh & Fit, they are on an extremist side, and the better option to fix the broken masculinity is moderation instead of polarizing.
They must get a lot of feedback, and I sure as hell have done, but even for “tolerant” types, they are just as bad as the ones that are apparently on the right.
No one wins. Leftie guys scare me too. They ought to feel canceled…
BTW: this episode is on relationships, but I had glossed through it, for an autistic male who knows never to engage in ex-infatuations; Liz should know better to not talk to ex-boyfriends.
Scott Galloway, the alleged leftist NYU Business School professor, is now becoming more and more alpha. He has been really critical about the young men and the crisis they are in. This is the same man who advocated Facebook to spin off Instagram so there could be more “innovation”. The same man who insisted AT&T was right to be broken up, and there’s less and less telecom jobs. This guy is a fucking hypocrite. he’s so fucking clueless.
Yes I had skimmed through the Coddling of the Minds, but that book was based on junk science (no facts on peanuts and allergies) and overall generalization of overprotection of Generation Z. My theory is parents of Gen Xers are not tech literate, and many have co-dependency issues, the kids want to run away and the tech was their safety net, and I should say that with utmost light tone. But you can make the same case for Gen Xers with their parents both working, and they would be out till sunset; well was being out and about good either? Because they seem to be like their parents, cold, and emotionally unavailable.
Well that’s questioning authority Steven… you should STFU!
When I created A Puzzling View on Relationships, I remember getting flack on the socials at the time for being “bitter”. In the last decade (err really a couple years after 2012), I did try to improve myself to the best of my ability; then after receiving therapy, I still struggled. It’s how one communicates feeling left-out.
In reality, I am no different than when I was 25 in terms of being single, or worse perpetually single. The environment gotten so much worse. It was years before #MeToo, it was years before MGTOW and PUAs coming out of the fringes into cringes in the mainstream. In 2021, being single was probably the worse part. Add the horrible politics of 2022 with women, it makes it a really tough time to be a man if being a man is so politically incorrect.